Things I use to believe

I used to believe that women were actually better than men. A few bad relationships

cured me of that.

When I was a kid I thought humans were like plants and if you give them water and

sunshine their limbs would grow back. odd right.

Before I became what you call an atheist I believed reincarnation and I had

dreams of past lives and I assumed that I would be born an indian boy in the next life.

A part of me still thinks that are dreams are glimpses into alternate realities.

I thought that if a gay couple adopted a “normal” child that they would make him


White people use to weird me out when I was young. I thought they smelled like wet


(I married one so clearly I got over it).

I used to wonder what was behind the sun.

I used to think that a girl’s vagina was a lot closer to her belly button.

I thought that getting molested would make me gay. I got the distinct feeling

that my family thought the same.

I used to think that my parents would get back together.


I use to think I was special.

I knew for a fact that I would never cheat on my wife.

I use to think no women would ever love me.

I use to think that there would never be a “black” president.

I use to believe that mankind could prevail over its own nature.

I use to think someone was watching over us.

I use to try and tell myself life could be fair.

I use to think a lot of things that turned out to be false

or an half truth. The only thing that I know for sure is

that this man loves this wife and kids and hopes the world

can pull it’s head out of it’s ass.

Hooker visit

A friend/ family member (long story short grand dad had another family) had a hot

looking Hispanic hooker or “lady friend” that he had meet previously. She lived in a small

housing project that was on Diversey. Maybe it was not as housing projects but that is what it

looked like to me. When we walked over to her she was talking to a guy who had the

mannerisms of a really gay man. Ty talked to his thirty minute girlfriend and haggled what price

was to be paid for what was to be done to her or him. They went upstairs to further discuss

there “terms” and I decided to have a seat that the hooker had recently removed her round ass

from and wait for the contract to be serviced. the gay decided to engaged me in conversation to

pass the time until his girlfriend was done. I have never been one to turn down a conversation

especially with someone so different from me. We started to shoot the shit on a few topics if I

remember correctly . Everything was fucking peachy until he said something that caught me off


“You know we can go in the back and I could suck your dick if you want.”

I gesture a lot when I having a conversation I am passionate about or know a lot about (i.e.

comics) so as he finished his statement my hand was in midair and it took my mind a few

seconds to respond to it. I think I mumbled something like “Uh, no thanks I’m good.” to which

he replied “It won’t take that long. We can go right in the back and I will take care of you.”

Three things popped into mind after the latest offer. ONE: I had already said no thanks why

does this fatherfucker have to be so aggressive. TWO: why in the fuck can’t this be a woman. I

would throat choke an old ugly woman if she had casually asked if she could smell my musky

hair up close and personnel as this flamer just proposed. THREE: Was this fag trying to insult me

by saying it would not take that long if I let him suck my dick because I had no control over my dick

or was he saying that he was that good and I wouldn’t last that long? what the fuck! “No no I’m

good I’m just waiting for Tyrone to finish and were’re going home.” As I said that I could hear

the bed he and his hooker were doing the beast with two backs on. I sent very a strong

telepathic messages to Tyrone {hurry the fuck up nigga!} The look Mr. blowjob had on his face

was one of insult. How dare I turn down a blowjob from him ! He looked me up and down and I

could tell he was looking for something on my body to make fun of. For some reason he

decided to focus on my feet which were in sandals that the time. “I bet you have a small dick

anyway what size are those shoes a four? I snickered just a little “these are size twelve’s.”

“More like a five I bet you dick is teeny tiny” I don’t know if I mentioned this before but I can

totally tune a person out while looking straight into the person’s face, it’s a useful gift. By the

time word “tiny” was finish the gay guy might as well have been an adult from a Charlie Brown

cartoon. I shot more daggers of urgency to the hooker fucker to get it moving before the fag

pulls out a knife or something because. If it had come to violence between me and a man who

apparently sucks dicks on a regular basis I was going to run my ass off. In 93′ I was afraid of

anybody bleeding on me let alone the cock mouth in front of me. If my grandmother had bled

on me back then I would have freaked the fuck out. Sweaty faced Tyrone walked out the front

door. I stood up quickly and began to walk slightly ahead of him. I told him what happen while I

he was getting his dick wet. He thought that was the funniest thing of all time.

FAGS !!!!!!!!! : now that I have your attention

What are the average breeders obsession and or revulsion with everything of a queer bent?

Does America have more homosexuals then the rest of the world or is ours’ just more

fierce. Will your god smite America for letting the homosexual man and woman run rampant?

around our glorious country. The summation of this article is that gay men and women have

been at play in the fields of the lord since the beginning of time and to hate your gay brothers

and sisters is really another form of self hate.



Do I have any close homosexual family members or friends? Actually I can’t think of five

homosexual men or women I’ve known at one time (that I know of, the closet is ajar)

so I would have to say no. Have I ever made homosexual jokes? Of course I have. How can I

pass up jokes about men who voluntarily give other men head or women who fuck other

women with a strap ons? There isn’t one group of people I haven’t made fun of so fuck you if

you think I’m prejudice. Have you ever I seen gay porn? Yes and it nearly made me fucking

throw up. Even though I have no dominate predisposition for cocksucking but I realize its part

of the genetic makeup of ever human that has ever had the pleasure of putting their feet in

soil. So when you hate gays for being gay you’re being gay you self hating FAG!




Lbgt have walked hand in hand with us breeders since the dawn of man. Ok maybe they were

on step behind trying to check your ass but they were there. I’m sure if we could go back in

time we would see caveman homosexuals who loved to carry their long hard spears while they

hunted for Mastodons and saber-toothed tigers. History I’m sure is full of gay men and women

who were kings and queens who justly ruled regardless of their sexual proclivities. Would you

prefer to be governed by an asshole because he was “straight” over a competent upstanding




Religion must be partly to blame for all of the gay hate. I’ve always thought it was funny that

the people whose’ job it is to preach tolerate seem to be the most intolerant bastards around.





“Cocksucking motherfucker!” is a phrase used to hurt a gay man’s feeling. What’s wrong with

cocksuckers? There are more cocksuckers on this planet then non cocksuckers. Most women


COCKSUCKERS) gay men apparently do it all the time and straight men are unfortunately forced

to swallow the man gravy while in prison by bigger men who claim to be straight. That means

the world is full of cocksuckers and I for one am glad!




What is the big deal with what gets another person hot and bothered? If you like a greased up

firefighter in ass less chaps that’s your business. Blonde women have never turned me on. I like

women with dark hair and a nice ass……. I’m sorry I meant a really nice round ass. The kind of

ass that would scare the average white guy if he saw it naked. I like an ass big enough to put

my bottle of beer on next to my cigar and ash tray. Even if homosexuality is nurture and not

nature why would you still care about who did what to who if they are adults




In conclusion LGBT people have been here as long has as us breeders so why are you so

disgusted with something that old and familiar?