Snowy Day Thoughts

People would like to think science and or religion has civilized us. Nothing

could be further from the truth. We are as rat brained and fear based a species

as our proto human ancestors. Hope is not our greatest asset and hinderance. Fear

plays a much bigger role in who and what we are. Fear created the gun and the

seat belt. Fear is why you are married and have children. Fear is why some of

have better relationships with their animals then there own kind. Do you think racism

would be as prevalate If men didn’t fear someone of another race taking what he

sees as his. When people hope something will come to pass that is indeed still

fear based. Lately I have tried to see my fears and judge them accordingly. Some

still have merit most don’t. The one thing I have never feared is the truth.

I would like to say laziness has made me hate working but I know deep down that is

not true. I can honestly say that I my brain was never made to work a 9 to 5.

Or 8 to 4 or 3 to 11 or 11 to 7. My mind is firing on all cylinders with creative

thought around midnight and what am I doing then. playing at being a cog. The only

reason I work is for my family. if it wasn’t for that fuck you mr. contributing

member of society. With that being said I respect people who can work a job

thirty to forty years scarcely complaining. I almost want to be like them.

almost.

I FIND IT VERY HARD TO GIVE A FUCK ABOUT MOST T

People to keep at an arms length

WOMEN

Why would you trust the best liars in the world? Up to ten percent of women lie about

the parentage of their children. At first glance that seems low but when you think that

out of a hundred people ten of those may not know who their daddy really is. When Chris

Rock said “men tell the most lies but women tell the biggest lies.” is was the truth. When

Sir Arthur Conan Doyle spoke through Sherlock Holmes about how “Women are never to be

entirely trusted” it was the truth. There isn’t one women over the age of thirty who hasn’t

done something that would be contrary to their personality they saw you (fuck a total stranger,

slap one of her kids in a fit of rage, steal money) and justify it with their skewed logic. The

young ,socially inept or just plain dumb man doesn’t get that women aren’t playing

by the same rules as you are. Unbelievably men are slightly (maybe more then slightly) worse.

ADULTS WHO DON’T CURSE

Of course you don’t have to curse as much as I do. I acknowledge that I spew foul words

like a sailor born in a prison but I simply can’t trust a grown man or woman who doesn’t

drop the f bomb or even a lame ass “dammit” on occasion. Any adult who has seen how shitty

and unfair this world can be without screaming a curse word to their fake god is a warped

individual who in all probability does really fucked up things to himself or other

people behind closed doors. Adults who don’t curse are way more fucked up then the rest of

us.

POST RACIAL FUCKERS

You think that because we have a president who is a mixy that racism is done? How stupid

can you fucking be? The Tea Party just happened to be formed around the same time that half

and half got into office. Does that seem like racism is done? I still get those “that nigger

is going to steal something” look when I go into stores WITH my white wife and WITH my three

children. If you think one mixy,who only reached out to blacks to get voted in and left

like a first wife of a movie star as soon as he hits it big, is going to change the minds

of the average racists you are as stupid as i think you are.

BLACK CHRISTIANS

Your kidding right? You do realize that the main reason you are a christ lover is that black

slaves were brought over here and made property. your white god is a god of slavery, misery

and pain. it boogles my fucking mind that blacks still cling to their white sky daddy and his

mini avatar. I have seen so called black christians do so much dirty to simply have their sins

wash away with fake repents. What I hate most of all is the lack of ownership of the shit they

do. The devil didn’t make you steal from the church you did. A demon didn’t make you fuck your

brother in law you did

Clear eyes to see

A major source of our conflicts is that humans don’t understand themselves let alone

other people. It’s irritating when I hear people say things about former lovers or spouses

like “You’ve changed” or “Your not the person I knew five years ago.” When in reality

you didn’t have the wherewithal to see this person because you saw them in “your eyes” when

you should have been looking at them with “clear eyes”. No one decides to start cheating

out of the blue. It was always part of that person and you didn’t see it because you played

a slight of hand trick on your own mind. Now you’re attached to a violent alpha male who

may kill you and your kids or you’re tied for the rest of your life to a viper of a woman

who cheated on you numerous times and the paternity of the kids you love are suspect.

We teach our kids to read and write but parents very rarely teach their kids to see the

truth and people for what they are. As an adult you know full well that so much of what

you knew as a child was a half truth or an outright lie but you teach your children,

the humans that you are most responsible for in the world, the same horrible lies that could

very well mentally and psychologically cripple them as adults. Am I suggesting that

you tell a five year old cold hard facts about rape murder and pain? Of course not

but ask yourself how many things you wish your parents or some adult in your life had

told you in your youth that would have made your life a little easier.

Tell your girls to error on the side of caution and not trust any man outside of

her dad and brothers. Before your son decides to be a patriot and join the armed forces

take him to see soldiers that have become wounded on the inside and out because of

conflicts that have very little to do with protecting the country. Makes sure that

before they vote for anyone they know who is really behind that candidate and is

their agenda for the betterment of most of us. Train them to notice the inflection

in a person’s voice so that they can understand what they said and what they really

mean. Make sure they don’t take anything to serious. Train them to enjoy what they

have.

Shit that will never happen

BLACK UNITY

WORLD PEACE

WOMEN BEING TREATED AS EQUALS

A CURE FOR CANCER

DIET ANYTHING THAT TASTES AS GOOD AS THE REGULAR

STUPID PEOPLE STOP BREEDING

ANY POLICE FORCE ADMITING THEY FUCKED UP

TOM CRUISE COMING OUT

TYLER PERRY COMING OUT

FIND OUT WHO WAS JACK THE RIPPER

FIGURE OUT HOW THE SHOW FOR PEDOPHILES “TODDLERS AND TIARAS”
EVER GOT THE GREENLIGHT

GOVERNMENT REVEAL ALL THE DIRT THEY HAVE DONE
IN THE NAME OF NATIONAL SECURITY

MEN UNDERSTAND WOMEN

MEN STOP PISSING ON THE TOLIET SEAT

MEN NOT UNDERSTANDING THAT SEX WILL NOT SOLVE EVERYTHING

WOMEN NOT GET THE FACT THAT GOOD ORAL SEX CAN MAKE LIFE
MORE HARMONIOUS FOR EVERYONE

PARENTS STOP FUCKING UP THEIR KIDS WITH THEIR OWN DEAMONS

Books, books and more books

Having a steady source of income made it easier for my to do one of the things I loved to do

most, reading. ‘”If knowledge is power there is no bad knowledge” has always been my motto

since I decided to have a motto. The best way to gain knowledge at the time in my opinion was

thru reading. Gaining new insights have always been a thrill to me. I would have to say it started

with J A Rogers and his book Sex and Race. When I got the chance I bought everything of his I

could possibly get my hands on. From Superman to Man,World’s Greatest Men of African

Descent,One Hundred Amazing Facts about the Negro: with complete shortcut to the world

history of the Negro, World’s Greatest Men and Women of African Descent, The Real Facts

about Ethiopia ,Sex and Race: Negro-Caucasian Mixing in all Ages and all Lands (3 vols.),World’s

Great Men of Color (2 vols.),Nature Knows No Color Line: research in the Negro ancestry in the

white race, Africa’s Gift to America: the Afro-American in the making and saving of the United

States with new supplement: Africa and its potentialities, “Five Negro Presidents”, a pamphlet

about African ancestry of US presidents were all read at least twice. What I truly liked about the

way he wrote contained none of the “kill the white man” venom some books and people

spouted at a very high shrill like volume. It was as professional as his education and high

intelligence allowed. While I did buy not all of these books in 91’ that is the year when I started

my “gaining some knowledge” era

On the other political fringe is a gentlemen call A. Ralph Epperson. Wikipedia says is an

American writer of conspiracy theories. He is known for his anti-Masonic opinions. Epperson is

a strong believer and educator in the Conspiratorial View of History the theory that suggests

everything that has and is happening in America is happening for a reason and is not just a

mere ‘accident’. The only book of his that I read was the Unseen Hand: the Conspiratorial View

of History. This book help me see with “global eyes” and not just one of the people of a down.

War is money and the people who control this planet don’t want you fucking with either. Years

later I had saw that a lot of his teachings were on video tape in a series call Secrets of History. It

was about 27 hours long and I enjoyed most of it with exception of his Christian views. I was an

agnostic who was leaning toward atheist at the time so his diatribe on that particular view

began to grate on my brain after 27 hours. Oddly it may have hastened me to the side of the

non angels and non demons.

Not everything that I read was comics or fringe theory, I was into speculative fiction and fantasy

too! I was part of one those book clubs which had those seven books for one dollar deal. I

picked those books by the indications that it had nudity or rough language. I had never heard of

Graham Masterton and so I had no idea what to expect when I read Master of Lies. The opening

scene is of a home invasion by a serial killer who brutally tortures a family by nailing the

husband and wife to the floor using railroad spikes in the tops of their hands and backs of their

knees and proceeds to………. I have said too much. I would just like to add the book ended with

a confrontation between a man and a fallen angel and no it’s not Satan. I have read books by

Masterton before and after the publication of Master of Lies and I like quite a few but that

book holds a special place in my heart. A very dark place in my heart.

The Art of War and the Prince are two books on how to get power and maintain it. Since I was

on the kill whitey kick I decided to get the Art of War by Sun Wu. In general life is a series of

strategies at work, home or in the bedroom and one must be prepared. I honestly think this is a

book you can give your child in high school and hopefully by the time they are out of college

they will have read some of the chapters gained some insights. Every few years I find myself

reading a chapter or two. It keeps one sharp. I did read eventually read The Prince and I was not

impressed.

Behold a Pale Horse was one of those books that attracted me the moment I saw the cover.

This was the book that got me started on my never ending journey into the realms of

conspiracy theories (I had read BAPH before the Unseen Hand) Milton William Cooper linked

the US government with ufo cover ups. He wrote about the moon landing, the new world order

(Bilderberg,Illuminati) and hijacking of the presidency by said order. BAPH tied everything

together and made you believe that we were getting fucked on all levels. In this book I was

introduced to the protocols of the elders of Zion. Even the man’s death seems like a

conspiracy. But again I found this man’s faith in God and Jesus off putting.

I picked up Secret Societies and Subversives Movements simply because of the title of the book.

Turns out Nesta Webster was a old school Jew hater and believed that protocols of the elders of

Zion were true she even had Churchill quote some of her theories on the French Revolution.

Her book was somewhat interesting but it was kind of dated.

The Isis papers by Frances Cress Welsing posed that ” that white people are the genetically

defective descendants of albino mutants” of dark people who may have been driven out of the

motherland for being freaks and that the reason whites are so aggressive is that they can so

easily lose their pure whiteness by mating with the darker races and have the overriding urge to

protect their whiteness. Is this not what skin heads believe also? I am amazed how people

literally from polar opposites think in the same wave length . It would be an insult to place her

silliness in the same category as JA Rogers. How many whites did she interview and

psychoanalyze before she came up with this shit. It is a funny read though.

I read Forbidden Knowledge: the Gap in Vision before I read the Real Story: the Gap in Conflict

so I was kind of at a loss with the storyline. But you could get the jest of the plot from the inner

dialogue of the main character Morn Hyland. The story is long and complex as you would

expect a five book storyline to be. I had heard of Stephen R. Donaldson due to the The

Chronicles of Thomas Covenant, the Unbeliever (which I have not read) but I had no idea this

space saga would be better than 2001: a space Odyssey (my opinion of course). I could see

most of the events actually happening somewhere in the far future. Zone implants, Gap

sickness, force grown babies, and weldings all seem very possible.

Books like DOPE, INC and The African Origin of Civilization: Myth or Reality? and many others

caught my attention. I could write more but you get the point that I like “odd” books rights?

Yes, I am a hater

What the hell is so wrong with being a hater? There are some things in life that deserve your

hate and more. Why are we told not to judge people? It has been my experience that humans

are very adapt at passing judgment on their fellow man. Why would you stop doing something

your good at?

Don’t you hate when you are home alone on the toilet and you realize that you have run out of

paper and now you have to do the crab walk to grab a roll? Nasty

I loathe people who exploit their children to try and get a reality TV show.

I hate people who are willing to sacrifice the little freedom they have for the illusion that the

America government can kept you safe and secure by passing a few laws.

I hate on people who think Barack Obama is some kind of savior and not just some lackey figure

head in a long line of bought and paid for presidents. The last president who tried to grab some

of his power back and do things that helped America got his head blown off for his troubles.

I hate that AIDS came to prominence when I should have been screwing everything in sight.

I hate people who hate me just for being black. If you knew me I’m sure you could hate me for

so much more.

I love it that people think schools are there to educate the children of the world……wait no I

don’t.

I hate that Americans are treated like children from the people who run the country. They tell

us to go play are video games, to go watch are sports stars, to buy are over priced toys while

they go about the business of running the country.

I hate people who think a flag is anything other then a piece of colorful cloth.

I hate the fact that people who tell the truth are always despised and get trampled.

It is an outrage that men have been raping women since the beginning of time and we have

scarcely done anything about it.

I hate that we have been dehumanized and manipulated every single day of our lives.

I hate that we are thought of as useless eaters

I HATE THAT NOTHING WILL COME OF THIS. YOU AND I WILL DO NOTHING. GO BACK TO SLEEP.

I LOVE TO HATE

Questions white people have asked me over the years and my response:

 

Why are their universities for blacks only and Miss Black America? If white people had those Miss White America or white only universities black people would be up in arms screaming racism:

Usually asked by white men around my age who were not alive when black women were not

allow entrance into the Miss America pageant until the nineteen seventies. Very few blacks

were allowed to attend major colleges or universities for years and blacks again for

some .unknown reason blacks felt they needed to educate their own people

 

Why do black people come in so many different shades?

This was asked by a fellow grocery store worker around the age of eighteen or so, my

response:

Rape of black slave women. what else could it be?

 

 

And of the most often asked question why can blacks call each other nigger but if a white

guy says you want to kick his ass?

Well first of all Mr. White man I for one have never called a black man a nigger because if I

did I would probably get me in a fight with him. Nigga is a term black people use with other

blacks they are familiar with. If I walked up to a black man and just called him nigga he in all

likelihood would not be happy about being called that. But the answer to that question is very

simple BECAUSE WE CAN YOU WHITE MOTHERFUCKER. Sorry that came out the wrong

way, what I mean to say is blacks have used the  word our former slave masters used to

denigrate his property and with some sense of self loathing assigned it to ourselves mostly

because I think most blacks still feel like second class Americans and as soon as blacks and

the rest of America begin to treat their fellow citizens in the same amount of respect you

should give every man woman and child we  can stop using the word Nigga (remember

blacks we don’t call each other nigger)

 

Do all black men have big dicks?

Having no desire to see every black dick I wouldn’t know, but my nickname is horse thief

 

One white guy I work with informed me that all black men can sing. How come no one told

me?

All jokes aside if any person outside of my race asked me a legitimate question about black

people or black culture in America I wound tell them as much as I can on the subject (I am

kind of an expert on it) But when some asshole comes up to me and asked why do black

people love fried chicken and watermelon so much?  You can expect and answer like

because they complement each other

 

although sometimes I have the urge to say

why do white men feel the need to subjugate the races of the world including your women and pollute mother

earth?